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i've gotta go travelling.

It's raining.

And why is it you start swapping messages with someone you like, shortly before you gotta go from VR? It's irksome ...

life ... don't talk to me ... about ...

well, the films out isn't it?

thing is, I thought I was obsessed.

Now, it seems that I'm not as bad as I thought I was: and ~ the focus of my obsession can't forget me!

Saying that, it would be easier if they could.

Yet, in a very perverse fashion, I enjoy it!

Go figure!?!

I came here originally to view the work of someone I've learnt to respect a great deal.



Since then I've enjoyed sharing my work with others, who I feel might appreciate it ...



I like VR ... simple as ...

my heads chocker ... I found a letter on the mat that totally brought up all I've been talking of ... and sometimes it seems when you get what you want... you're left wondering if you still want it.

I think ...



Aaarrrgghhh ... my head hurts.

I can be daft, at times.

After making the decision to put that up I failed to say where.

Well, now I have ... but, I can't say it'll stay ...

I thought long and hard about whether to put this pic up, or not...



But, it bears relevance to why I am as I am, so it's now here... the reason why ... well part of it anyway ...

yesterday's diatribe was down to someone inadvertantly pressing my buttons.



It wasn't their fault ... but, they got pressed and I visited the pit.



Saying that ... I hadn't stayed there too long.

So, here I am to Crow about it...

after a busy runaround day i called at a friends to chill... and we got talkin, as you do... about trust... and uncondtional love ... and ... i wish ... i wish... and, if i put a pic up... it'd make sense... i might...

I swear down ~ I don't mean to do it.

My intent is always the best.

But, lawd do I find it easy to offend ...

and what's worse ... if I'd thought about what I'd say before I say it, then I would not offend as I do ... rats ...

My death doesn't rest on a cutting -room floor thankfully ~ and it's going to be used. Yeh!



[Look out expirydate.co.uk ~ info on film!]

The stench of fear

permeates mankind,

as each expects more

& greed is the norm.

And, amongst old and

young each individual

has increased needs

that cannot be met.



So, disaffection, of

the desolate,

despair & destruction

are the price that we

pay, for the greed

of man.

I'm sure tht I've said something like this before.

So, dej-vu...

But, I came here for five minutes, to say 'hello' to a young lady who's words please me...

...and that was ages ago. And where I am should've shut and hasn't... yet.



Fraggin Frell, this place is addictive!

just the other week I saw a Dalek in a bathroom.

Now I gotta ask ~ how often can you say that?

There's a sunny day and a walk to be had, later.

I'm about as 'happy' as I get.

My Father is out of hospital & I recall snow on another sunny day... time to rest ... then my walk ...

I write and draw as an expression of myself.

Like many.



Thing is... occasionally the words just don't come out right, or worse they say what isn't meant...



And that is irksome. Highly irksome...

Well it was sunny yesterday. [The perfect day for a car drive.]

So,yesterday I was picked up by my writer friend and driven to a manor house, [Llangollen, Wales] ~ where I was to die a death, literally.

Over-eating. A tad ironic. [I rarely eat.]

Come to that, one thing which amused my friends Pete, Vicky and Simon, who had watched me pile my plate from the buffet several times at a party on Friday… “First time we’ve seen him eat out” said someone.

Thing was, it was proper buffet scran and I loved it.

As to my acting debut. Well, I’m not Laurence Olivier.

But, the director had seemed happy with what I did, which left me delighted.

Wandering through the living-room my Mother pointed to the t.v. and said to me, “That’s you that is…”

She’d been pointing toward the screen and one of the current adverts for Sky television, which illustrates Dustin Hoffman teaching his son to ride a cycle from ‘Kramer Versus Kramer.

“And he’s even got blonde hair like you used to have!” she added.

And, I swear down if she says it again, I’ll darm well scream!

well... it's confirmed, I will die this Wednesday.

I don't know how I'm due to go yet, but the writer has been saying that if I keep it up [ie: annoying her] it could be for real!



I mean... me? Annoying...? Neverrr...

ain't it strange... life is up and down... but geez the one thing I've learn... the ups 'do' make the downs bearable... well, at least I think so...



And I might be in a slasher movie.... Hmmm....

is that typecasting... ?